My Stupid Life

RESULTS AND DISGUSTING HAIR

2006-02-12T21:49:00.000-08:00

Have you ever felt proud of yourself and yet disappointed. Like an oxymoron of feelings, one feeling contrasting the other? You are probably like, what the heck this girl is trying to get at? To get straight to the point, the only word that describes this feeling is: RESULTS!
The R word almost all students hate , unless you are some smart ass kid that came from china whose only friend is that lady from the bookstore because the number of visits to MacDonald is infinitesimal compared to the number of visits to the bookstore. So much so that since you are a regular patron, you both have developed a bond. a bond that i would like to call it soul mates . Whatever that means.
ARIEL ROCKS??? SERIOUSLY? My world is in shambles. if that’s what you read just now , I know your dinner went down spilling
.Anyway back to the point, results. Results. hmmm, how did i fare? Both good and bad. I don't know, I’m proud yet not so proud of myself. Yes. I did better than some of my friends? Does that count? I have no idea. Anyway poly seems to be the trend now. Wiz kids like Felicia with a freaking 7 points choose the easy way out? And me? * I’ll just hide behind my mom's skirt *. I mean seriously? She’s crazy . a big fat seven will certainly do good to my ego. Heck, she's smart. I love smart people. CRAZY. CRAZY! CRAZY GIRL!
On a happier note, I got a good A2 for my A math, I totally dint expect it, I was so F***ing glad when I saw the result slip. I mean, think about it , my prelims I had a pathetic F9 and I was posted to some pathetic A math loser group in school in which the teacher obviously had given up on us . A math rejects .what did you expect? but who the hell cares ? I’ve got and A2 now! I was so damn happy that I felt like taking that stupid result slip and slap it on every teacher who condemned us. I dint do that though, too overwhelmed with joy (then again not really).
Anyhow, love to lee lao shi and Mrs. lum , such great teachers . I LOVE THEM! Mrs. lum was the only one who told me that she was proud of me even though I had disgusting hair, will get to that later. For a teacher to say such things to me, man! GOD LOVES ME!!!
About the hair right? the most insane and dumbest freaking shit . Do you know that they actually station teachers at the front of the school for spot checks? Insane? I’m not done yet .and the "rule" says that if you have dyed hair you can't enter the school.
"Then results how?"
"You just don't get them lor "
what the heck? fortunately, some smart ass people bought black hair spray , so Sam being the oh so good girl , stole some from them and sprayed the whole damn thang on my head . Janice did even better; she sprayed directly on my ear. such an artist , NAFA should really recruit her .and so my hair was BLACK and freaking BLACK . When the spray dried by hair became dry and gross. i swore mrs lum was staring at my head . But who cares, that din’t stop her for being proud of me!
anyway, in a nutshell , I’m still very confused of where should i go , trust me it isn't better if you have a grandfather who constantly puts pressure on you
But you know, the nostalgia that's evoked,walking down that same familiar path with the same familiar character.Albeit with another character leaving you neglected,while the you were left out.Still the nostalgia's pretty good, and I must say,I do make the uniform look good.Damn.
RESULTS+DISGUSTING HAIR= CHINGING

2006-02-02T09:25:00.000-08:00

CNY

2006-01-31T10:36:00.000-08:00

And Hello.
Doing absolutely nothing has eaten much of my life lately. Its a wonder how those blog addicts can blog everything about their lives, typing needs energy too. To all those bloggers who blog frequently, i take my hats off. You’re good!
THE YEAR OF THE DOG
HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR
THIS IS THE TIME WHERE ALL THE CASH ROLLS IN
KA CHING
okay my Chinese new year? Love the money hate the festival
where should i start?
Well, not a single festive went right last year, and the trend seem to have caught up this lunar new year. My reunion dinner was shit . A wreck. it was a wreck , and nothing else can be more precise to describe the whole house. The whole occasion was like a typical episode ripped of from one of those losers Chinese soap opera. What the hell? Animosity was the person that sat on the grand patriarch seat.
it gets awkward when your parent can't exactly get along with your uncle . Trust me its awkward .the silence around the dinner table, not the ideal reunion dinner i had in mind. The mind your bloody business, and I’ll mind mine, seriously not adding to the whole "joyous" festivity of Chinese New Year. Well what can i say? My family is dysfunctional.
Well what do you do when two fully grown adults can't get along well with each other, and you are caught in the cross fire? You eat those fattening bak kua , that's what you'll do . in which it would give you a straight ticket to the house of lard .
i seriously should start on my fitness regime soon .
i love my family

ahh the first day of Chinese new year , rocks .
The day where heaven showers those lonely single souls those lovely little red packets*prances around those married couples* . At least this year my parents dint went all stingy on us. That’s good , keep it up mom and dad! But seriously, daddy if you are reading this a little more won't hurt. After all its Chinese new year, you know what they say: they more you give , the more you'll receive . So daddy dear, another zero at the end of the figure ? No, another orange note is good enough. i'll be waiting ...

2006-01-09T10:00:00.000-08:00

wow its already 2006,wow time really flies , some even say that the world will end this year! man, i'm getting older, i'll be seventeen this year , the year of endless growing pains , the year where everything changes, the year where i'm forced grow up ,well thats life we live and we learn .
okay enough of being Philosophical and all that shit . school for first three months? screw that tought, even tough i still regret that stupid decision , anyway we move on right? find a job? i did work. but that was my first and last day at work . not going to school isn't that bad after all , i mean think about it , if you have to go to school the whole hundrums of school life returns , all the homework , lectures, PE,common tests ,all those days where you have to put up with your fugly teacher's face , and all the other shit load of stuff that comes with it . and oh yes you have to get your fat ass of your nice comfy bed by 7 am , and mother nature dont really care if its the starting of the year because like it or not she'll piss(rain) whether you like it or not . Aww isn't that bad ?
well ,life also have a funny way of turning things around , heard that JC orientations were fun. then again fun can be subjective . there is no way to measure how much fun you can have .i can have fun sitting on the toilet bowl too! Anyway speaking of fun , i'd better have more of it, before i'll be six feet under by mid feb.
alright , dont get me wrong . i do miss school , i do miss studying , dont laugh . i DO like studying , i do miss the close bond i had with all my ten year series , sadly i said goodbye to that relationship a long time ago . i do miss pissing all the teachers off , i miss seeing lee lao shi go mad about all the ying jing . i miss seeing silly squabbles with letitia and colleen , ahh i just miss all those shit fun we had in school . i even miss duplicating homework .
well , no no maybe not , i've always hated school . no no ,REBECCA GET OUT OF THIS!!

2005-12-22T03:57:00.000-08:00

somethings are just better left unsaid...
Watch your mouth
hold your toungue boy because you're running out of breath
running out of time
before every careless word that you utter renders you utterly useless.
now you're drowning in your own saliva
trying to speak yourself to the top of your empty world
well keep on talking just keep on rambling
you've got your mouth full listen here's the pleasant part
you and i we fell apart
listen here's the pleasant part
you and i we fell apart.
why can't you make up your mind?
why can't you make up your mind?
shut your mouth
burn your bridges
throw your words like an attack and stab me in the wait a second wait a second what's that i just heard nevermind
it's obviously worthless..
now you're standing on your soapbox yelling from the rooftops everything you say is a lie. a lie a lie. lie lie Yeah!
listen here's the clever one who speaks before his thoughts are done.
listen here's the clever one who speaks before his thoughts are done.
why can't you make up your mind?
why can't you make up your mind?
watch your mouth hold your tongue
somethings are better left unsaid
watch your mouth hold your tonguesomethings are better left unsaid
now i hope you're pleased,you got your prize and tongue
i dance between your words,right before you fall....RIGHT BEFORE YOU-why don't you, Why dont' you say that to my face?
i had a rip down, torn out So many things.everything you, everytime you,every word you say.If I told you this was killing me, would you , would you Stop?

AHH WTF

2005-12-10T09:32:00.000-08:00

aww its so sweet that Ariel darling reads my blog too , guess we are really bored and broke people .Ariel dear don't worry I read your blog too, unlike some people who refuses to give me their blog address. okay just forget about what i’ve just said

Yes I am bored, well not so. I mean yes i’m bored, no actually not really. Okay i'm bored yet not that bored. Okay its like this thing that everyone says that they are really bored and you feel like : yeah i'm bored too!! Wow it’s so cool to be bored. but if you really look at your life , then you'll start to think : hey my life isn't that boring . I mean not really.
I honestly don't even know what I am saying .what the heck?

Well ,life goes on pretty normally for me at least, you wake up like in the afternoon, then you bathe and take a bloody long time to read the newspapers even though they're boring. Then later your maid screams at you to go eat your lunch even though you already told her you had no intention to eat anything, then she comes up and yelling again saying that if you do not eat your lunch she'll swear to throw the food in your face. Then feeling threatened and scared you obediently go down to have the hell of a lunch. Feeling fat, you go back upstairs and try to do something that makes you feel less fat or heavy . Then, like an asteroid that had just slammed into your face ,you look down at that ghastly weighing machine , and holly cow!!!! i’m 42kg!! AHHHH!!!!!
Then you wake up , all sweaty and clammy , phew its just a nightmare. then you go drag your heavy ass feet to the bathroom and take a shower, blaring the stereo again trying to do a super duper rendition of that dint steal who so whatever's boyfriend song by that talent less ashlee simpson that is playing on the radio. ahh !! You tell yourself that it would be a good day, and then you walk towards that horrid machine, praying that the bath would help you lose at least some pounds. You take a step forward, hmmm maybe not. You then later back away. You say a silent prayer then later you muster up the courage to get both feet up the scale. With fists clenched, and tightly pressed lips, you say another silent prayer. You then open your eyes slowly, and look down. GASP!!! i'm 48 kg this time!!! Your cheek starts to feel this burning sensation then...
You open your eyes again. Bloody hell it is that stupid afternoon sun that woke you up. Anyway who cares it was a nightmare anyway .okay so you sit up straight ,thinking to yourself , I AM SO GOING TO BREAK THIS CYCLE!!!!. AHH that Madonna hung up song is playing on the radio now; let me try to dance like her, by the way have you got the chance to take a good look at her body? for a 47 year old woman i'd say she's hot!. So you turn the volume a little louder and then try to dance like a 47 year old chick. But end up falling all over the place, in which your brother thinks that you are terribly insane, he then later gives your mom a call. Now, they both think that you really need help.
Then you later force yourself to step on that deceitful machine, holding back your tears, you look down.....................................
my life is just one living nightmare

2005-12-09T07:52:00.000-08:00

okay here i am sitting infront of this huge screen that emits radiation, in which one day i'll probably die because of what i'm doing right now. well being dead isn't shuch a bad idea ,when you have a screaming mother in the background, and a sister who just can't stop breadthing down your neck . am i blabbering again? i hope not . for all thoses who are reading this good for nothing blog entru . i honestly apologise for your poor swollen eyes . okay vanessa this blog entry is solely dedicated to you , since you are probably the only one reading this .
well my mom is still feriously screaming in the background simply because i "spoil " her OH-SO-EXPENSIVE oak table."SERIOUSLY MOMMY DEAR , its just a small tiny scratch GET OVER IT MAN!!" seriously , not getting her ONE BIT. whats with all these middle aged women , my aunt , my maid , ALL GOING INSANE!!! insane on me at least . okay this is how it goes , they find the smallest fault in whatever you do and , holy shit , they just blow everything up like its all your fault . yar yar . her lips are moving but all i hear is blah blah blah , all her condecending talk are seriously degenerating to the noise in the background. okay don't get me wrong , i love my mom , wait a minute that sounds wrong . oh yea did i mention she just slam the door on my face , because i was blaring my stero ? i mean what heck right ? okay i'm blabbering again, i get it .my mom? one hell of a woman !

nail polishing can be really addictive when you are really bored and broke .okay first you buff your nails then when they are all shinny and smooth , you cover them with polish ! the feeling? satisfying ! i'm serious!! that pretty much kills most of my time ! I never knew that $3.90 buffer you buy from bodyshop can bring so much joy to my seriously fat ass life.and when you are done , and when you stare at your nails , it jsut feel like a work of art .i did and redo my nails like 3 times already . okay i'm balbbering again . i'm sorry .
BLACK NAIL POLISH SO TATALLY ROCKS!!!

well , okay i'm sorry if your eyes are sort of bleeding right now . i truely am sorry . i hope and wish for recovery for your eyes . i'm sorry id i bore the shit out of you . vanessa , i hope this entry killed at least 15 minutes of your time!

2005-12-06T09:11:00.000-08:00

I FEEL FUGLY FAT !! I FEEL FAT !! I HATE EATING!!
NEVER EVER GOING TO TOUCH FOOD AGAIN!!
I HATE FOOD !!! I HATE EATING!! EATING IS A PURE DUMB WASTE OF TIME!!
there is so much pressure on girls these days , look at what hollywood influence had on people like hiliary duff , holy cow she's bloody skinny now . Lindsay lohan ? she's just a blonde toothpick now . Oh , yes the infamous Mary-Kate , nicole richie , Mischa Barton, Kate Bosworth... the list goes on .Seriously this "lets starve to death and be skinny" mentality is starting to take a toll on me . if these girls can do it , SO CAN I!!!
I AM NOT GOING TO EAT
I AM NOT GOING TO EAT
I AM NOT GOING TO EAT
I AM NOT GOING TO EAT
I AM NOT GOING TO EAT
I AM NOT GOING TO EAT
REBECCA YOU ARE FAT AND HELL YES YOU'D BETTER WATCH YOUR WEIGHT!
geez i think i'm morphing into the very girl i always hated . AHHH!!! i'm just fugly fat! someone help me !!
its not too lovely, it starts to get ugly, it really bugs me

emo baby

2005-12-05T08:41:00.000-08:00

I LOVE THE BOOTS!!!!!!!!!! I SO LOVE YOU!!!! I SO LOVE THE BOOTS!!! THE BOOTS ARE MY BABY!!!I SO LOVE MY SISTER!!Inseparable . The only word that describes how I feel about the boots. Gosh! They are so lovely! RACHEL IF YOU ARE READING THIS ---> I LOVE YOU!

ME AND THOSE LOVELY BROWN BOOTS ARE ALL SET AND READY TO ROCK THE WORLD!!! TO THE BOOTS : its me you and eveyone else thats will stare at US ENVIOUSLY! you so rock my soggy socks! shit i dont even understand what the heck i'm saying? okay well just forget what i've just said . no wait a minute , who reads this shit anyway?

December. the season of long, slow days and short cold nights. I’m bored shits. Christmas? seriously, not feeling it . the oh-so-happy family Christmas parties? not even looking forward to it[even though my aunt and uncle gives really good presents].
7 Questions everyone will say/asks at this year's Christmas parties
1. "oh you've grown"(sideways? thanks! how comforting )
2. "well, my son the one in gifted pogramme had 6 points, how did you do?"(not as GOOD as your nerd son)
3."where are you going for the next three months? (Nowhere)
4."oh your sister is in VJ why aren't you going there?"(Cause i cant! duh?!)
5."have you eaten?"(for the hundredth time ,yes, i've eaten .if you noticed)
6."do you have a boyfriend?" (if i'm not wrong you thought i was gay last year ,how insulting! no sorry. wrong question)
7."i know you'll love the present"(aunt , you are always giving me clothes one size bigger . i get it okay .you think i'm that fat!)
man! my christmas would be so miserable ! OKAY shut up rebecca ! this year will be different! oh well .. there goes my inner angel again , fighting my inner demon. maybe this year will be different ? i am SURE hopeful

can You Dig This?

2005-06-14T00:37:00.000-07:00

wow!
can you dig this?
I HAVENT BEEN BLOGGING SINCE DECEMBER!
1. firstly it's kinda like a waste of time
2. secondly who reads this stuff anyway?
3. thirdly i dont really care
4. forthly my friends give up reading my blog cause they know i'll NEVER UPDATE
5. fifthly i need to STUDY (if you believe me)
6. my life isnt that boring that i have to tell the whole world about it
7.its lame and pathetic
8.i cant be bothered
9.there's so much more to life
10.my mom kept me entertain all these months by her NEVER-ending nagging
mid-years?(don't ask)
how have i been? chinese Os sucked [but it actually wasn't that bad]
anyway i've just came back from a church camp and sat a 6hr bus ride ! can you dig that? and so, the people on the bus played cards,being ignorant about weird card games i just sat there ,watching them .One thing to notice when people play cards: they groan loudly when they win. when i say groan it's really GROAN!
and another thing to realise when you are overseas alone: although your parents SEEM like they cant wait to get rid of you, they actually miss you A WHOLE LOT! and when you ask them about it , they just want to shut you up , but you can tell that they miss you . AWWW isnt that SWEET!if you get me! well, they church camp was fun ,got to know some skeletons in the closet and know more about the people there , actually i should savour it , afterall i might not make it for the next one due to my extention of education territory.anyway enough of my blabering
i gotta go
return to my all-so-perfect life !
see ya!
help me!

2004-12-27T05:02:00.000-08:00

well yeah .. you could possibly say that i've been M.I.A [missing in action ] for about three months now. mostly because i really dont see a need to update my blog when i'm enjoying my life away! and obviously ao many has happened in the past three months . ooo where to start?
anyway cant be bothered to explain nothing to tell . still the same old bloody me! not really enjoying myself but still enjoying doing absolutely nothing at home! and the thought of school is enough to kill me .
HOL HOMEWORK SUCKS ! they are stupid and i can never finish them on time , when it comes 1st jan .you will probably see me duplicating holiday homework cause i never EVER invented those answers myself. pathetic right? well.. thats my life!
well i had a good/bored christmas eve with ariel and her,hey gollum like younger bro, her dad and her enormously fat older brother ! that guy is such a drag! yeah she forced me into going to her dad's friends party when i have no hoots about the people there ! the feeling: ugh! it was super boring there , and i am still asking myself what actually ariel said to talk me into this ? guess i was really retarded THEN. HORARY !! her dad finally saw that we were not having a feeling close to fun and thanks to her sleeping brothers , we finally budge !
we went to this irish pub place and sat there with my fat ass eating and becoming fatter , and thank god her stinking brother went away ! good riddance! so after filling my stomache and live music doesnt interest me anymore , we decided to take a stroll down orchard road , then we walked and walked and saw jerks carrying foam spray and spraying at us . well it was fun to try out a couple so we bought! the whole stupid place was so damn crowded , it was practically like a human current . well, when you are caught in a human current , what do you do? try to budge your way true right! THERE WAS NO WAY TO BUDGE TROUGH!! aurg and what's worse was that some bangladash man wwent to touch my hips ! obviously infuritated by such scumness , i turned behind and push the man shouting "gee you have a really sad life , i pity you because u are pathetic !" and sprayed foam into his mouth ! that skeez !to hell with him ! ! its fun spraying at people cause it's christmas eve and who cares ! sorry to all the old dupes whom i have sprayed ! like it or not but its christmas eve and there is a party ! and so thats my nutty christmas !

hit the bloody books

2004-10-01T08:32:00.000-07:00

finally my F***ing blog is like ok
cause you see i could not type anything on it and now somehow magically its ok . its probably GOD! anyway mugging is a very stressful ,stupid, brain damaging thing to do . skiped school for two days jjust to take time off to study . then this morning some stupid teacher called up and asked me what happened to me . i had to fake that i was ill , she wanted an MC , but seriously do i care? anyway exams are like next week . AND WHAT THE HELL AM I STILL DOING HERE !!
ok sorry folks , my mom is coming back , i gotta switch off the comp , switch off the radio and tv , open my books to pretend that i was studying in like 85 secs . gotta go hit my stupid books and seriously .they're killing me . ok ! it's time to go be a nerd for the rest of the night !
BYE FOLKS!!

swim away

2004-08-23T23:02:00.000-07:00

really hate it when my sis has a boyfriend !!! that bloody gay !!
1st he says i look like a butch
2nd he sticks to my sis like a leach
3rd my sis behaves like a totally different person infront of him
4th the way they talk makes my hair stand 5-cm tall
5th my sis still likes her ex-boyfriend
6th they share saliva[TOTALLY GROSS]
7th he behaves like the master of the house when he comes around
8th BENNY IS TOTALLY GAY
9th he doesn't like linkin park
10th he has hairy legs
MAN! my sis is so gonna be mad when she reads this . anyway all that i've said is true .that benny guy is totally revolting ! they way he flirts really did put me off ! so what if he likes my sis , i doesn't make much difference for me disliking him! i mean his not all that bad but he calling me a butch reassure my hate for him !! ugh ! that only thing good about him is that he is able to download music for me!
ahhh... i feel strong!! look at all my muscules !! ahh i feel like i can lift a thousand kilos !anyway enough of that revolting creep!oh yeah swimming was fun yesterday . din't burn much calories tough, cause of all that foolish playing ! SI CHUAN HAS A SUPER DUPER BLACK BACKSIDE!! that speedo swimsuite cant hide it all !! fungus i'd say ,those black stuff is definately fungus ! i really hate to swim in an public pool tough ,when the water inevitably goes into your mouth the taste it carries its like a footballers stinking socks plus over night fries plus urine . its really disgusting , can you imagine getting into a pool with all those sweaty people plus their saliva plus all their [things we do not speak of] .. it really gross ! we wanted to push weiling in the pool but due to the generocity and the softness of our kind hearts we let her off ! awww she was about to cry ! seeing a rat cry would be amusing tough but we couldn't let that happen !! all that foolishness stoped when the life guard scolded weiling for god knows what reason!
I SAW THAT GREEN THING LAST NIGHT !!!!

failure

2004-08-19T01:43:00.001-07:00

fork it *whatever* that stupid Amaths test !ugh ugh!i hate it ! that bloody test !i am so gonna fail it ! and when i show it to my mom .... you will probably see me hanging from that tree with my eyes gorging out and my frail body swinging from one end to another ,and the blood that dripped out have dried up leaving behind an unforgetable stench .THE REMAINS OF REBECCA! and all that's atteched to me is my F9 papers and a notesaying: born to fail as !and probably i won't have a proper funeral ,my body would probably be fed to the fishes and be a desert to ariel's best friends! lying unrest and all so pathetic ! i feel like i am gonna fail everything .i mean what's with test ! they are so damn stupid who the hell likes them !those freaking coconut brains [people] can jolly well go somewhere else! my whole bloody life is about failing !and if i really do fail the next test it's honestly no big suprise! fork it !i hate geeks/nerds/dorks!
fail.fail.fail.fail.fail.fail.fail.its kinda humilating espically when you fail ,knowing that you have a damn smart sister and she will always poke her fat nose in everything ,flunting all her bloody A1s . it really puts you down sometimes . and sometimes you will wonder why ,is she so damn smart ? did you see the size of her forehead? trust me you'll flip if you ever see it !
anyway did i ever told you that my sis boyfriend came ove .FREAKY I'D SAY ! REAL FREAKY ! the guy isn't freaky but the whole idea that he came over is freaky ! i mean the only time ,your boyfriend get to come over is when you are about to get married ! FREAKY!! the guy is ok , he isn't cute or anything .but he is some kind of stupid lame prankster! he really isn't that great as what my sis describe him to be !ans serves him right if he have lost all his neopoints !serves him right for boasting about how many millions he have cause its all gone ! AM I EVIL?

GET OUT!!!!

2004-08-13T05:08:00.000-07:00

it's been a damn bloody boring week , ugh i hate it !
first , it was the dama between my sis and mom , next it was all the sickening bloody tests scaring the freaking hell out of me . anyway i at least got the chance to go out on tuesday . anyway did i ever mention that my sis had a new boyfriend? ha ha the taufht of them is enough to tickle the shit out of me . they are so damn cute ! anyway seaking of cute . i have this latest obssesion for ADRAIN BRODY !! he is seriously and honestly cute ! and MAN he is so tall 1.87m is no joke !! i wanted to watch the village but due to some circumstances [AHEM] i cant watch it ! weiling says that he was quite "poor thing" his chracter , shows that he must have acted well ! he deserves his oscar man !!!
i hate you sophia you think you could go lying to me like that? you seriously call yourself a christian? stop all that crap that you are HOLY !cause you aint that good ! you pathetic ars hole !nothing but a sly cunning bloody rat . i taught everyone hated u for damn reason now that i know i really should have followed the crowd . you taught you could go on lying to me that you had your social studies but the truth is that you were having it the next day ! you are a bitch and guess what nobody likes you . stop being such a dick and get a bloody freaking life !i hate GB people , and you made me have a worse impression of the ! shut your pimply face and get lost cause you are obviously such a waste of time! you should have known better not to lie . do you actually think i will buy that reason that you have requested to take the test before? man i must be bloody stupid if i have believed you !i cant put my thrust in all your lies !
10 THINGS I HATE ABOUT SOPHIA
1.THE NAME GIVES ME THE CREEPS
2.SHE WALKS LIKE SOME HOITY-TOITY IDIOT
3.SHE SINGS PRAISES TO HERSELF
4.SHE IS A DAMN BAD SQUAD LEADER
5.SHE LIED TO ME ABOUT THE SS TEST
6.SHE GAVE ME THAT CRAP THAT SHE REQUESTED TO TAKE THE TEST EARILER
7.SHE IS CUMMING, SLY AND NOT TO BE TRUSTED
8.I'M PISSED OFF WITH HER
9.I HATE THE FACT THAT SHE WAS MAKING USE
10. I SIMPIY HATE HER

it was just like that !!

2004-07-27T05:24:00.000-07:00

ok well yeah the damn musical is like over just like that . and when it ended i was like ... that's all ? anyway you know it's really fun to go out with si chuan . I MEAN REALLY!!!! she lets you bully her ,and the BEST part is that she doesen't mind it one single bit! tha patch of "blood" on her pants was totally priceless . the best part was ariel and i kept tickling her and she inevitably bang her head on the stupid chair ! serves her right ..WHY DIN'T SHE STOPPED US? man that too was just as priceless! and yeah another thing SHE'S GREEDY , cause after the musical we went to glutton square and she was like , do u wanna eat this ,when everyone wasn't hungry !! the best was when she said that ahe wanted to go to ariel's father's office cause there is chips there ! SI CHUAN YOU SHOULD CHECK OUT THE DICTIONARY TO KNOW THE MEANING OF DIET!! speaking of diet , i am so on a diet ,an i dont care if i am aneroxic !
anyway thw musical was like ok , i have nothing much to say about it cause it's nothing much . oh yeah how can i forget this? we went to fish and co to eat , MAN it's not really nice to go out in one whole big group like that cause somehow the money is always a problem ..... AHHH i brought the most money! anyway the meal is ok but fattening , si chuan as usual was the 1st to finish[what can i say]. i was like making toasts to almost everything , it was fun ! and there was a seat specially for weiling who was unable to attend because she obviously think ditching her friends to get 10 mosquitoe bites in pula ubin was more fun ! weird don't you think ? speaking of weiling , HAHA HA saw her in that dorky NP uniform was totally funny ariel and i cant help it but laugh , she seriously looked like a total dork ! sorry weiling for being blunt here but this is good advice: you seriously need to do something about your teeth ! really funny the way she march,the way she stands .. ahh you should look at her ! ariel and i stood there for 30 minutes just laughing !!!
anyway after the musical , amanda ,hejinng and vanessa left early. so me ariel si chuan was left . we walked to cenilisure dont know what to do, si chuan wanted to eat as usual. so we went to this resturant tand had double scoop .the stupid waiter cant speak english and we were like huh?huh?huh? anyway since there were candles on every table we tore strips of paper from magazines anb burned then to get the other candles litted .... the entire place waas quite somky . thank god none of the waiter saw that ! si chuan ate most of the ice cream . and there goes the bill... I HATE SERVICE CHARGE!!!! STUPID THING!! THERE ISN't MUCH SERVICE! i had to snap my fingers 3 times to call for a waiter !
anyway the taxi mid night charge wasn't as bad as i tought. so much fuss just for that .. by the time we went home it wa like 12.48 .. anyway the last bit was rather fur with the ganging up with ariel to tickle si chuan and the spitting at her and the sending of stupid messages to her mother ,things like [ i love u mommy] , and the bullying her and the touching of puma [if u know what i mean] all that was really fun . it was a million times better than putting up with some cildish brats who only know how to say stupid stuff and some prissy idiot [if u know who i am refering to]

my partner is gay

2004-07-21T23:59:00.000-07:00

my partner is GAY .and i am serious dont get the wrong idea cause GAY also has another meaning and it also means happy! What were you thinking man? i mean how can she be gay like u know ... gay as in guy and guy .. so in another words she is happy ! i have this great fetish to call her abs it sounds cooler than abelin ! ABS ABS ABS ABS! i love poking her cause she always does other stuff like tapping on the other side of my sholder [trying to make me turn around asking thw wrong person] .
nothing much really happened over . i am so going to be busy over the week end ,got the stupid GB stuff, musical, some fund raising [GB stuff] ! bloody hell ! havent i had enough of the stupid cca ! aanyway going to the musical tomorrow ! hope it will be nice !

get stupid!!

2004-07-19T02:02:00.000-07:00

well .. it has been quite some time since i have update my bloody blog
well nothing much actually happened last week except the fact that i was under the weather .. nothing else .. i mean what exciting stuff can ever happen in my life ? i am just some pathetic loser kinda good for nothing .
tests. ting xie. lots of homework. tuition. like next week is gonna be better!
there isn't anything to pull me through , school is boring, tests are dumb, i dont really like ting xie cause i dont do well in them , the sight of the teachers makes me puke ,the teachers do't really care cause they teach just for the money ,everything in this world is about money . BORING BORING BORING !! SCREW THE STUPID GEOG TEST!! cant stand that stupid teacher anyway , her notes are crap [spend SO much time preparing it huh?] seriously ,they are crap ! i dint really fancy "young" teachers . they are all fakes !she thinks she's sodamn smart ...ahhhh shut your stupid trap and get lost!YOUR BUTT IS BIG BY THE WAY! HOPE YOU KNOW WHAT HAPPENS TO PEOPLE WITH BIG BUTTS!
Enough about that grey hair multiplying test... i am so proud of myself i finally made weiling fall ever since 28 august 2003 ha ha serves her right! she pushed me so hard then , i was sent flying like a bullet until i hit that fat big samanta , its amazing how samanta could take my weight cause with all that kinetic energy and the strong force weiling use to push me ..MAN SHE MUST BE STRONG!! anyway i finally made weiling fall by just waving the fork , Man! my magical powers are improving [no need for hogwarts] it's my in born talent ! vangence is sweet and definately funny ! anyway it was kinda funny playing different roles .ariel played weiling , i played chen hui hua,vanessa played jasmine, weiling was Ariel and hejing was sharon ser! we drove the rat up the wall ..

GET AWAY U IDIOTS

2004-07-11T00:44:00.000-07:00

went to church today . it was ok .lucy was disappointed cause we din't go to her house yesterday . saw that sickening kenneth's face makes me wanna puke anyway as christians we should forgive and forget right ?the whole entire weekend is so damn bloody boring nothing interesting happened.next week would be worst .my mom keeps nagging at my sis that her damn o'levels are comming and so we don't really have anywhere to go . this part of my life is getting stale!
anyway the sick tought of wearing the GB uniform tomorrow makes me feel extremely unwell .plus the tought of doing some idiot drill on stage is so damn enough to kill me bit by bit every minute . AND THE FREAKING GB TEACHERS TOUGHT WASHING CARS ON TUESDAY WOULD MAKE A BLOODY DIFFERENCE TO THE ENTIRE SCHOOL >HOW DO WE BLESS THE TEACHERS WHEN THEY SHOULD BLESS US ! THIS IS SO UNFAIR! I DON"T CARE I AM SO GONNA SCRATCH THEIR CARS WITH MY BRACES !
HATE THOSE SICK GB PEOPLE ! IF U WANNA BLESS THE TEACHERS YOU sHOULD GO FLY SOME KITES WITH THEM ! JUST GET OUT OF MY SIGHT! U SICK *PEEP* F***ERS ! SOME STUPID NEW TEACHERS JOIN GB !!I AM WARNING U NOW U WILL REGRET IT ! SO JUST SCREW YOURSELVES ! BUZZ OFF AND GEt A FREAKIN LIFE! TJIS IS TO ALL THOSE GB PEOPLE : YOU PEOPLE ARE SUCH FART FACES

i hate you

2004-07-09T05:46:00.000-07:00

OK I AM REALLY PISSED OFF RIGHT NOW AND DONT YOU EVER DARE ASK ME WHY!
anyway recess today was totally Hiliarious .the part that weiling was gay was totally funny! HA HA WEILING YOU PERV !! anyway i kinda like that dream ARIEL !ha ha bought that stupid musical tix i seriously the musical is so gonna suck .the fact that lee lao shi says that she saw it until she was ni [sick in chinese] .And the fact that mich said that it sucks i've seriously got a bad feeling about this .anyway i'm going with the intention to see mich only!i don't really care if i enjoy it or not! i am so going on the friday night .hopefully after that we all will go clubbing .
it has came to my attention that some people whom i will not say names have been copying me ,AND I WANT TO MAKE IT CLEAR ****** YOU SHOULD GET A FREAKING LIFE AND GROW UP STOP FOLLOWING ME CAUSE IT REALLY IRKS ME !! YOU ARE A CHILDISH BRAT WITH NO MIND OF YOUR BLOODY OWN! that's all i have to say and i hope the person gets the message...
ok i dont know whether its true but vanessa claims that stubbins has been treating me & her better ... yeah she similes alot to me but i still find it quite physcotic .werid though but maube she was trying to be nice ... weird just weird !
THESE ARE THE THINGS YOU WOULD MOST PROBABLY SEE IN STIBBINS LESSON
1. people scribbling hate notes on their papers about how they hate her
2.people sleeping and it's very obvious
3.people scribbling something to get their english homework done
4.people making some stupid lame rat rap
5.people playing with their money
6.people discussing where to go after school
7.people dreaming
8.people talking about how round and fat they are getting
9.people poking each other's ribs foe fun [my partner]
10.people doing everything else except their english stuff

freaking geek

2004-07-07T01:18:00.000-07:00

SERIOUSLY who the hell in the world likes school? it's boring, and stupid and it makes u feel like you are in some sort of prison camp !i am bored and all the stuff which happen in school is enough to kill me .pray that i will live through tomorrow ! when all hell break lose! i go mad slamming everthing ! is so sickening !and when everytime is see any sickening F***ing GB people i just can't help but start swaring at them ! they are just a bunch of brainless monkeys making the worst mistake of their lives joining the stupid cca !GET OUT OF MY SIGHT!! the sight of stubbins is more than enough to kill me !Stubbins is mental! I HATE HER! tests are the dumbest thing a teacher can ever give their students ! and what irks me most is that when some idiot teacher calls you up to do come sickening sum and you simply hate it ! AHHHHHH!!
[TOP THINGS I HATE ABOUT SCHOOL]
1.I HATE STUBBINS
2.Ting Xie is enough to kill me
3.tests are dumb and my grey hair are multiplying
4.i hate all teachers
5.i cant sleep in SS class [MAN SHE'S BORING]
6.I HATE GB TO THE CORE
7.HATE BEING CALLED UP TO DO SOME STUPID SUM ON THE BOARD
8.the school uniform sucks
9.i bet chester did not have to study so hard
10.the pressure your parents give you is unbearable
LET ME TAKE BACK MY LIFE
I'D RATHER BE ALL ALONE
ANYWHERE ON MY OWN CAUSE I CAN SEE
THE VERY WORST PART OF YOU IS ME!!

you call yourself an adult???

2004-07-04T09:00:00.000-07:00

well i went to church today it was quite fun as i miss those peeps honestly they are the sweetest people in the world [lots of hugs and kisses though].After church we[my sis and I went to our friends house in farrer road to have tea .
ARG my parents qurreled today they were behaving like little kids insisting who is right and who is wrong and like all qurrels the divorce word always pop [don't know whether they really mean it]anyway they will say things like i think i want a divorce and than it never happens . weird though people say stupid and insane things when they are seriously mad .ha ha i remembered i said i wanted to kill my sis by sliting her flesh and tearing them open ,when i was angry and i really did blew my head ,and there was once i poured the whole bottle of gule in my sister's bag cause i wanted revenge she never forgive me for that .but when i am angry i usually cuss alot so arabic language also comes out of my mouth with all the other sensored stuff [not for little kids to hear] .ok it's really amusing to see my parents qurrel but honestly its totally absurb !first my mom yells at my dad than my dad stops his car in the middle of the road and rebuts my mom .then there were alot of honking at the back and my mom threaten to leave the car ,ok then my dad ask my mom why is she like that and there they go again ...yader yader yader!then when both of them came home [from church] lots of door slamming [mainly caused by my mom] all kids ran for shelter in a room until things got better,it was like civil war cold glommy full of anger and hatrate for each other gloomy but funny.MAN dinner was better nobody talked i tried to make small talks but all of them gave me a shut up glare ,what more can i say? well things got better after that they sat down and talk and soon the cold war ended .
npw i am sitting here with frozen fingers [due to the air-con] trying to type waiting for the Euro finals i bet the stupid portugal will win [I DON'T WANT THEM TO WIN ]

THE START OF A F***ING TERM

2004-07-03T07:57:00.000-07:00

ok alright ,i have to admit i havent written in a very long time !Anyway there is really nothing much that happened in my life seriously !the only thing amazing was that i went to the linkin park concert and it was a blast and to cut long story short i am simply in love with chester !and the whole band [so you should know how much i enjoyed it]
anyway the first week of school kinda sucks !!!!I HATE STUBBINS!!!I HATE STUBBINS!!! i revoltingly hate her !she is so boring and all she ever does is read read and did i say read again? BOY SHE IS ONE HELL OF A PHYSCOPATH!!!!! i can't even believe she's a teacher !MAN SHE IS MENTAL I TELL YOU!ok you see she kinda hates me because firstly she never liked our class or our school [she is teaching because of the money]and that's what i call dirty money ,and secondly the freaking miss gan told the prefects to check the skirts before the bell rang HER STUPID BIRD BRAIN TAUGHT MISS GAN WAS REALLY SERIOUS AND MADE A FOOL OUT OF HERSELF BY CHECKING ALL OF US!and to my rotten luck i got caught for my bloody skirt ahe taught it was "short" to be honest i think she is jealous because i have better legs than her fat spotted legs .she did a stupid act waving at the prefect tellin her to take me and vanessa to miss freaking gan!i hate her !she is fat ugly petty shallow and dumb !i dont excally have a very good impression on aussie teachers now ..i hate her !
well i had a couple of new teachers and i foresee that this term is so gonna suck like hell!!Anyway at least there is something to look forward to this week ..I AM GOING TO ANDREW'S HOUSE AND SO GONNA HAVE LOADS OF FUN!!!I MISS THOSE GUYS THEY ARE THE SWEETEST PEOPLE IN THE WORLD!!!

What A B-o-r-i-n-g so called day

2004-06-18T00:45:00.000-07:00

Don't know why my sis keep fussing about her tempons ewwww bloody .anyway i am still in the process of finishing up my holiday homework i have no idea how much i have done or how much i have left ! i am in a serious state of confussion .it kinda sucks sitting on the desk doing maths all day i really sucks .i just somehow can't activate my damn brain .it sucks even more when your sis is enjoying in the wet and wild and here i am suffering cramming all these problems i am starting to feel sick already...
HERE ARE THE 10 REASONS WHY I AM NOT ENJOYING MY HOLS
1. the holiday is so damn short
2. there is so much holiday homework
3. my a maths results suck which means i'll have to study
4. i've got a freaking new a maths teacher who gives physco homework
5. i spent most of the time at home
6. singapore is really a BORING place there is nothing much to do here
7. my mom only cares about my sister's happiness
8. my sis likes to boss me around
9. all the shows on the television are getting crappier by the day
10.the Euro results are disappointing
i feel rotten

those fart faces!

2004-06-16T19:47:00.000-07:00

can't stand that freaking holiday homework it never seems to be finish and i don't know what the hell i am suppose to do for the stupid A maths.this is so sick i have to go for some church camp when i haven't finish my homework,anyway went ice-skating with my mother's bible study youth group .
it was fun i mean was until some stupid guy scared me [like when someone creeps up on you when you are happily skating and BOO you] .IT'S ALWAYS ME will you stop creeping up on me *****[the person's name] do you know i've got a blue black after the fall !!here's what he did .first i was skating with my girl friends and then there they come along trying to push us i was caught between the crossfire and they pushed me and you should know what happen...dosen't mean you helped me up means i will ever let you do that again!!!!!!!that's not all they dragged me along to skate with them ...grrr... what a bunch of morons could have bashed them up but i was outnumbered me one girl against five guys i wanted to call for reinforcements but the girls were to scared to near them OH WELL..YOU FARTFACES BETTER WATCH OUT I WILL SHOW NO MERCY ON SUNDAY !!!!my sister can't stop teasing me about the damn thing *pukes* ANYWAY IF ANY OF YOU GUYS ARE READING ANY OF THIS CRAP JUST REMEMBER THERE WILL BE A PAYBACK TIME ON SUNDAY!! i am serious
anyway after the whole thing we went to marche to eat the grilled salmon was great and i mean GREAT !!!
So much for yesterday ..think i have to get back to my sickening homework!and finish the stupid chinese argggg so much for my stupid life

slam that harry potter movie

2004-06-15T03:04:00.000-07:00

anyway WHAT THE FREAKING HELL is so GREAT about that stupid harry potter movie ??
frist of all i think daniel radcliff can't act at all next the cast was a rip off !! DID you see that skinny ware woolf GEEZ it can't they have better CGI effects? compared to the van helsing's ware woolf that's pathatic!Emma watson can't act she is so stiff i wonder those british people know what's the damn meaning of ACTING?the book is better anyway..
enough for that dumb movie i cant finish my freaking holiday homework plus i am going to some stupid church camp which i will be staying in an expat's house! i don't want to go !can't stand my stupid life it's sickening to the core !can't stand the stupid add maths homework which i don't know what the hell i am suppose to do !anyway i am gonna get my life soon very soon i'll meet chester and all these worries would slip away !MAn THE INNER CIRCLE TICKETS ARE NO JOKE !!!
ALIAS WAS GREAT!!!

blah blah

2004-06-10T03:04:00.000-07:00

ok well this is my blog it's mine mine mine ....actually i find it kinda stupid having a blog i seriously think it's a completewaste of time .well anyway what ever i write here[at home ] gets read by my freaking sister so i taught it would be btetter to write it on the net .anyway if somebody who-so-ever wants to link me some words of adviice :just be prepared ! cause i say horrible things when i am in a fit of anger so yeah ...damn the mosquitoes are sucking the hell out of me !!!!!!!!!!!!any way i cant be bothered whether this freaking blog is nice or not !